Someday in 1991 I read about Marianne Williamson's reserve "A Return To Love", which I bought and read, but I also needed to read "A Course In Miracles" (ACIM) rather than just read about the guide. What impresses me about ACIM would be the loving God expressed in it as https://a-course-in-miracles.org/mp3-recordings/awakening-mind-podcasts/